Friday, March 11, 2011

my new blog is .. won't be using this one no more :P pleaaaase follow! :D

Saturday, March 5, 2011

you see this girl.. shes kinda a big deal.
livi smith, remember the name.
ily her LOTS. <3
drama, as i don't care about you, and you think we're friends when i actually i don't care about you. lol.
revenge. lOoVeE YeWwWww XxXoOoo bBaAbEzZzs"

Friday, February 18, 2011

i'm a tad depressed..

Sunday, January 23, 2011

I see no point in living life that right, so I just take what I can find.
I see no point in living life that right, when your out here in this jungle.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

i am reaaaally excited for dragon boating this weekend! :D
i'm going on a road trip to napier next tuesday. :D

Monday, December 27, 2010

ggggggggggddggffffgggg^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ g
just all my music ;)

fresh water bluuue :)
it was great, everything you said.. but i think you should shut up. if you wanted me in your life i would of had my spot 5 months ago.. but no. thank god i had my friends to warn me that it was all BS. my hopes were never raised. and they still aren't.


MEMORY. ♥ - Decemeber 9th 2010

..picked miss amy wheeler up from waterloo station with amy and joe. we put the roof down so amy's (harrisson) car looked like a convertible officially. wheeler (other amy) came over to the car. wheeler: 'why the bloody hell do you have the roof down? it's FREEEEZING!' me, joe and amy: 'ohhh.. did we not tell you, the car doors are completely broken..' wheeler: 'how do i get in then.. ?' joe: 'you might have to do like a run up and jump in, like.. dukes of hazzard type styles maybe?' wheeler: 'i'm NOT doing that! i'll look like an IDIOT! piss off. i'm not doing that' me, amy and joe: 'then how are you going to get in..' wheeler: 'f f f f. okay. i'll do it. okay. i'll run back here. okay. omg. this will look stupid.. okay' wheeler runs back to give her self lots of room, she then RAN all the up to the car, jumped onto the outside bit, flipped in and fell on joe who was sitting in the back sit. we have all never LOLed so much in our lives. as we drove to strike.. me, amy and joe: 'oh yeah, btw amy, the doors weren't broken..' hahahahahaha. i la ya miss amy wheeler ! ♥
i miss my dobie & lewie mcgewie ♥

all i need in my life is my...

family j
friends u
e sun s
e beach t

cohol y
own o
& my
soul sisters ♥ u

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i may, just possibly, love these songs (:

roll it up, little bit, take a hit,
feelin' lit feelin' light, 2am summer night.

okay, keep comin' around my way
so you like how my nails are painted?
grab me by the waist and, move.
if you see me flyin' past ya it's just because i'm fasta
i'm waitin' so come capture me! ;)

jeeeerrrsseeeey shoorrreeeee! :D

UGH. just get out of my head. you don't need to be there.. so why are you? i need to get over the fact that, you couldn't care less about what i do now & you couldn't care less about me. that's why you ignore me, why it's such a hassle to talk to me, when i needed so badly to see you, you didn't even care. you actually have no idea, how useless and pathetic you make me feel. just saying. well. i really don't like being a door mat. it hurts like hell being walked all over. you ignore me when your with mates. but then when we're left alone, you feel like you have to talk to me. anyway. i know nothings changed for you. you still get drunk and have mint friends to hang with. so you wouldn't come close to what i'm going through. oh well. 'i didnt mean to hurt her' HA, your honestly kidding right? pretty much all you intended to do.

Friday, October 1, 2010

She's been a crazy dita-disco diva and you wonder,
who's that chick? who's that chick?
too cold for you to keep her.
too hot for you to leave her.
who's that chick? who's that chick?

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

i like you! i think your the one for me. you fixed my broken machine :)
so to think it could be fizzling out
kinda shocked because i never really had any doubts

look into your eyes imagine life with out ya'
and the love kickstarts again <3

Monday, September 27, 2010

stop being so obsessed. fuck.
THIS is what the holidays are going to offer me biaaaatches. ;)


paintballing, paramore, LSD, many parties, many drinks, roadtrip, the boys & the girls,
work, otaki, bra shoppppin', hanging, chilling, beach, sun, sleeping, sleepins, hangovers,
camping, short shorts, rain, sun, wind, the gym. did i mention alcohol? ;D

Friday, September 24, 2010

i hope there are a lot of good things to come :)
i couldn't give a SHIT anymore. you know what im dealing with. yet you choose to be like this. i can quite happily leave, and i will stay the fuck out of your life. MY life ain't gunna change :)

Friday, September 17, 2010

Never regret.
If it was good, it was wonderful.
If it was bad, it was experience.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

1 Universe, 9 Planets, 204 Countries, 809 Islands, 7 Seas, and I had the privilege to meet you.
you're kinda, basically, pretty much, sort of, always on my mind.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

everything is happening at once.. first finding out that. now this! i cant cope. i need you ♥
fuuuuccccck everything.

Friday, September 10, 2010

what hurts the most.
was being so close.
having so much to say.
watching you walk away...
without my friends, i would honestly be on the side of the street. in a gutter. absolutely clueless. times like this. their stronger then me. and thats what i need. to cope. perfect therapy. be my counciller? could seriously get a job in that path. just listening to me cry & talk about everything. hearing me call myself ugly, then hopping straight on facebook and proving to me that i am pretty. then commenting on them pictures. helping me make decisions. breaking them down with me. each stage it takes to make the decision. encouraging me that i shouldn't have to give up weekends. have fun. still making me laugh. i can see that gutter on the side of the street, and i know that i will not be in it anytime soon.
..... :(

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I'M SICK OF LIFEEEEEEEE. i wanna be proud of who i am. walk down the street, have no regrets, be super proud. cause if no ones going to be proud of me? i'm going to have to be proud of myself.. meh. i give up on me.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

My life would suck without you! :)
i acted like it didn't bother me, but really, i think about it all the time.
When I get an unexpected text from you, my whole day gets better.
it's true you caught me looking, but I caught you looking back ;)
girls don't want to be called "hot". beautiful means more than anything :)
If someone really wants you in their life, they will find a way.
no calls, no texts, nothing... but i'm still here thinking about you like mad.
every woman deserves a man who looks at her every day like it's the first time he saw her.

i'mmmmm soooo haaapppyyy :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

every girl is beautiful, it just takes the right guy to see it.

first day of spring; how beautiful you were :)
i am fully loving my life :)

Monday, August 30, 2010

i am so happy at the moment :)
never been happier.
ARRRGGGH, i looooove life!!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

i'm trying, so hard, it's all i can do. i'm sorry if it's not good enough. i'm sorry that i'm not good enough..
texting something you know you'll regret and closing your eyes as you send it..
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3
the last song <3 <3 <3

elevator- the pussycatdolls :)
your such a fucking liar, i don't ever wanna see you again.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

this weekend i'm going to get so fucking fucked up, and not care about anything AT ALL.

here's to all the boys tryin to hold you back, tryin to make you fell like your less than than that, got nothing more better than to make you crack, but really just tryin to put your dreams off track, and you know in the end it'll be okay, cause all that really matters are the steps you take, and everything else falls into place, there's no price to pay, i say.
- miley cyus. ♥

i remember this night like it was yesterday . i wish i changed it

Monday, August 9, 2010

Sunday, June 20, 2010

skins i fucking love youuuu.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

whats the point in school?
fuck it.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Casey, One of the only good girls left in the world; she is beautiful both inside and out. The most amazing girl on the entire planet. Easy to love, Easy to want to spend the rest of your life with. Not just a normal high school girl. Gorgeous. Fantastic. Hilarious. If you're lucky enough to date her, never leave her or give her reason to. You will never be able to find a girl like her again. Impossible not to fall in love with.
- Urban Dictionary