Wednesday, September 29, 2010

i like you! i think your the one for me. you fixed my broken machine :)
so to think it could be fizzling out
kinda shocked because i never really had any doubts

look into your eyes imagine life with out ya'
and the love kickstarts again <3

Monday, September 27, 2010



stop being so obsessed. fuck.
THIS is what the holidays are going to offer me biaaaatches. ;)

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paintballing, paramore, LSD, many parties, many drinks, roadtrip, the boys & the girls,
work, otaki, bra shoppppin', hanging, chilling, beach, sun, sleeping, sleepins, hangovers,
camping, short shorts, rain, sun, wind, the gym. did i mention alcohol? ;D

Friday, September 24, 2010

i hope there are a lot of good things to come :)
i couldn't give a SHIT anymore. you know what im dealing with. yet you choose to be like this. i can quite happily leave, and i will stay the fuck out of your life. MY life ain't gunna change :)

Friday, September 17, 2010

Never regret.
If it was good, it was wonderful.
If it was bad, it was experience.



Thursday, September 16, 2010

1 Universe, 9 Planets, 204 Countries, 809 Islands, 7 Seas, and I had the privilege to meet you.
you're kinda, basically, pretty much, sort of, always on my mind.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

:'(
everything is happening at once.. first finding out that. now this! i cant cope. i need you ♥
fuuuuccccck everything.

Friday, September 10, 2010

what hurts the most.
was being so close.
having so much to say.
watching you walk away...
without my friends, i would honestly be on the side of the street. in a gutter. absolutely clueless. times like this. their stronger then me. and thats what i need. to cope. perfect therapy. be my counciller? could seriously get a job in that path. just listening to me cry & talk about everything. hearing me call myself ugly, then hopping straight on facebook and proving to me that i am pretty. then commenting on them pictures. helping me make decisions. breaking them down with me. each stage it takes to make the decision. encouraging me that i shouldn't have to give up weekends. have fun. still making me laugh. i can see that gutter on the side of the street, and i know that i will not be in it anytime soon.
..... :(

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I'M SICK OF LIFEEEEEEEE. i wanna be proud of who i am. walk down the street, have no regrets, be super proud. cause if no ones going to be proud of me? i'm going to have to be proud of myself.. meh. i give up on me.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

My life would suck without you! :)
i acted like it didn't bother me, but really, i think about it all the time.
When I get an unexpected text from you, my whole day gets better.
it's true you caught me looking, but I caught you looking back ;)
girls don't want to be called "hot". beautiful means more than anything :)
If someone really wants you in their life, they will find a way.
no calls, no texts, nothing... but i'm still here thinking about you like mad.
every woman deserves a man who looks at her every day like it's the first time he saw her.

i'mmmmm soooo haaapppyyy :)


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

every girl is beautiful, it just takes the right guy to see it.

first day of spring; how beautiful you were :)
i am fully loving my life :)