Wednesday, September 29, 2010

i like you! i think your the one for me. you fixed my broken machine :)
so to think it could be fizzling out
kinda shocked because i never really had any doubts

look into your eyes imagine life with out ya'
and the love kickstarts again <3

Monday, September 27, 2010

stop being so obsessed. fuck.
THIS is what the holidays are going to offer me biaaaatches. ;)


paintballing, paramore, LSD, many parties, many drinks, roadtrip, the boys & the girls,
work, otaki, bra shoppppin', hanging, chilling, beach, sun, sleeping, sleepins, hangovers,
camping, short shorts, rain, sun, wind, the gym. did i mention alcohol? ;D

Friday, September 24, 2010

i hope there are a lot of good things to come :)
i couldn't give a SHIT anymore. you know what im dealing with. yet you choose to be like this. i can quite happily leave, and i will stay the fuck out of your life. MY life ain't gunna change :)

Friday, September 17, 2010

Never regret.
If it was good, it was wonderful.
If it was bad, it was experience.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

1 Universe, 9 Planets, 204 Countries, 809 Islands, 7 Seas, and I had the privilege to meet you.
you're kinda, basically, pretty much, sort of, always on my mind.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

everything is happening at once.. first finding out that. now this! i cant cope. i need you ♥
fuuuuccccck everything.

Friday, September 10, 2010

what hurts the most.
was being so close.
having so much to say.
watching you walk away...
without my friends, i would honestly be on the side of the street. in a gutter. absolutely clueless. times like this. their stronger then me. and thats what i need. to cope. perfect therapy. be my counciller? could seriously get a job in that path. just listening to me cry & talk about everything. hearing me call myself ugly, then hopping straight on facebook and proving to me that i am pretty. then commenting on them pictures. helping me make decisions. breaking them down with me. each stage it takes to make the decision. encouraging me that i shouldn't have to give up weekends. have fun. still making me laugh. i can see that gutter on the side of the street, and i know that i will not be in it anytime soon.
..... :(

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I'M SICK OF LIFEEEEEEEE. i wanna be proud of who i am. walk down the street, have no regrets, be super proud. cause if no ones going to be proud of me? i'm going to have to be proud of myself.. meh. i give up on me.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

My life would suck without you! :)
i acted like it didn't bother me, but really, i think about it all the time.
When I get an unexpected text from you, my whole day gets better.
it's true you caught me looking, but I caught you looking back ;)
girls don't want to be called "hot". beautiful means more than anything :)
If someone really wants you in their life, they will find a way.
no calls, no texts, nothing... but i'm still here thinking about you like mad.
every woman deserves a man who looks at her every day like it's the first time he saw her.

i'mmmmm soooo haaapppyyy :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

every girl is beautiful, it just takes the right guy to see it.

first day of spring; how beautiful you were :)
i am fully loving my life :)